PaperCut's Poetry ---Esme's House Bella and Edward inspired

Esme's House
Sorry for the spelling.
I tried to ryme... but then I lost it...
This is my poem to Bella which this is the way she felt when Edward left...
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Bella's Heart

The day you left is the day I died
I feel so confined
My eye's are all dried
From crying and trying to heal
I am in dire need of your touch

By now I am trying to forget you
But when I try
I begin to feel even more lost
The only way to feel close to you
Is when I get an adrenaline rush
Because that's how I always felt when you held me close
And told me that you truly loved me.

I am beginning to lose hope that I will ever see you again
Time is supposed to heal the heart
But I don't believe that anymore
I just hope that this hole will at least stop getting bigger
For if it doesn't I will be truly lost
In the Darkness away from you forever

~Written by PaperCut 3-26-07 Inspired by New Moon the book

Another one. Not as good as the first though!
Esme's House!!
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Edwards Heart

If I have to Leave
I want it to be like I was never here
That way it won't hurt as much
I will like to believe that you will go on

I have now left you but I feel even worse then before
But now at least I feel that you are safe
For nothing I would attract
Can come for you as well

Months have gone by
I wish I never said bye
For this pain is the most I have ever felt
I hope you are happy though
I can't stop thinking of the last way you looked at me

How could you think that I didn't love you?
I told you so many times I did
Your face was as if you truly did believe me
Why didn't you defend our Love

I have made a decision now
I will ask for you back
Before I go insane
I just hope that you will take me back

~Written by PaperCut inspired by New Moon the book