Poetry & Lyrics By Bellatrix Chase (for Jasper House)

So yeah I write (A LOT) and you know I might as well let people read it so here it is. I'd love your opinion. (P.S. My grammar and spelling are horrible, I know and I apologize for that)

Here's the first one its the most recent one I've written. (Like 2 days ago)


Silver Masquerade (The Ball of the Broken Hearted)

Sweep through the ballroom doors
Head towards the dance floor
Careful your heading straight towards
Shhhhhhhh

Chorus: We hide our lies by framing our eyes
We live or lives in a clever disguise
Come with us now we’ll show you the way
We’ll put a mask on all of your pain
We hide our lies by framing our eyes
We live our lives in a clever disguise
Come with us now we’ll show you the way
We’ll put a mask on your shame

Welcome to The Silver Masquerade
Dresses and tuxes have never looked this way
Now the rest of our days will never be the same
Check it out now I’ve never looked this great
Dressed in my best for The Silver Masquerade
The pain of course is still right there
Under all this formal dress
There’s still a gaping hole in my chest
But now I’ve found a way to hide what’s left of this game
With my mask of spun silver lies at The Silver Masquerade
I’ve found a way to smile again thanks to the disguise I wear
Now that I’m here I hate those outside
The smiling demons that have ruined our hearts
The hearts of the ones at this masquerade ball

Chorus: We hide our lies by framing our eyes
We live our lives in a clever disguise
Come with us now we’ll show you the way
We’ll put a mask on all of your pain
We hide our lies by framing our eyes
We live our lives in a clever disguise
Home with us now we’ll show you the way
We’ll put a mask on your shame
Look into those lovely framed eyes
Can you see what they hold inside?
Now that you’re here I’ll show you the way
I’ll put a mask on your pain
Now that you’re here I’ll take you away
To the dance floor of this tragic place
My long lost love I welcome you
To The Silver Masquerade

Yeah I guess I'll put a few more...


Don't Get Me Wrong, Just Forget I Exist

I'm sorry but Darling you just have to understand
C:You're one of those things I just can't stand
Don't get me wrong
But ever since you took my hand
I realized I coulden't live without your love
And I'm sorry but I'm not gonna risk myself that way
So before I get in more over my head
C:You'll have to understand
This was nothing more than a date in a bar
You'll just have to find a way to forget what happened
When we reached the bottom of that bottle Honey
You're all I could ask for and that makes you deadly
C:You're just so perfect its dangerous
So don't take this the wrong way
C:I just don't deserve all of this perfection
Much less your lovely complection
So don't take this the wrong way
But before I completely lose my head I'll have to say
True love can go to hell
I'm more for a one nights stand

Letters From the Dead

I always knew I'd die of suicide
But sweetie you just pushed me straight over that line
This is my last love note to ya
Before I pull the trigger of the gun thats pointed at my head
You'll find shards of love tucked into the sealed envelope
And my blood smeared across your home address
Hon I know you said you loved me
But god you never showed it!
So despite the lies you told me (which I was quick to believe)
So despite the pain you caused me
I just want you to know that I wish you the best of luck
Just trust me when I say you'll need it before the end of this song
Its sad to say that no matter what you do
No matter what you say
I know that I will love you anyways
This life I'm taking here and now
Is not only mine but also yours
Do you feel the pain I feel?
Do you hear the voices I hear?
So loud that it hurts your ears!?!?
(Is it just me or is this conversation one sided?)
So Relax, sit back, Enjoy the show
My final breath is caught in my throat
I can't go on, not like this
I can't go on much less with YOU
So despite all my pain, despite all your lies
I wish you every happiness on this planet
Remember the luck I wished you?
Maybe at the end of this song you can use it to bring me back to life
That time would be now
I hope to see you soon
Signed, Your Supposed True Love
P.S. Darling: Till then this will remain
A letter from the dead

Why Doesn’t Love Come With an Instruction Manual?

We’ll start by listing the ways love hurts
But Don’t contradict me you’ll make things worse
It tears your hearts to pieces
It makes you wish for death
Bet hey//
It sure is worth all of this pain
And hey
You are the cause of all my pain
Chorus: Sweet pain sweet pain
On a lovely sunny day
Sweet, sweet, sweet pain
When we’re walking in the rain
I want this pain
And I just can’t stay away
Lead: From you
Chorus: Sweet pain
Lead: But I just can’t stay away
Oh I need you to give me all your pain
I need you to be what hurts me the most
You’re the cause of all my pain
All my sweet and lovely pain
From which I just can’t stay away
But hey
You know I love you anyways

Love=Loyalty (It's True I Looked It Up)

Love it equals loyalty
It's true! I looked it up
But I guess the word Loyalty is not in your vocabulary
That fake air you gave me darling?
It kept me alive this whole entire time
You lied to my face and I believed every word you said
You got into trouble and I took the blame
You can ask my probation officer
My rap-sheet puts Al Capone to shame
I know that you could care less
Weather I'm alive or dead
I know you won't be fazed
By my lack of interest
These days they just keep rolling
With thoughts of you, How horrid!
I need to get you out of my thoughts
(Which is harder than it sounds)
I'm plotting the death of my memory
So that I will no longer have to remember your face and name
Yes I'm plotting its death, the death of my memory
What a tragic scene
Of course I'll never be as good an actor as you my love
Even I believed you for a moment there, what a fool
When you die I hope that you'll find glory instead of hell
I'll take all the blame for your sins, again
So tell me one more thing
Who's the better person here?
Of course its you
Wait! What!? No!?
That title belongs to me
See what you've done? what a savege beast
You've twisted all my words you're controlling all my thoughts!
Love, as in L-O-V-and E
Its the equivalent of Loyalty
But I guess thats not in your vocabulary
Thats quite all right
Once again I'll take the blame for your stupidity

okay last one for today. Ill post more later on.


Tears Won’t Stop For This

Raindrops falling slowly, slowly through the night
Reminding me without fail of what was once my life
Whispering their secrets as they’re falling to the ground
To their quick demise upon the silver grass
Lighting up the surface that you once danced upon my love
Under the light of the moon
To see you move under her light id stave away the needed sun
Just to see you dance under her light
Id keep the raindrops falling and replace them with my tears
At the sound of your lovely voice id catch the breath inside my throat
If I could touch my lips to yours
Id stop my beating heart if I could but look upon your grace
I would tear my life apart if it made you smile tonight
Just to see you smile under the moons light
I wish to be the light that shines upon your skin
For you id be the light id even be the grass you step so lightly upon
Just for the chance to hold you up tonight
Your desire is what I aim to be
Being in your tangled thoughts is what life means to me
It is what I aim to be so go on now dance for me and smile
Ill see it through the night through the silver blanket that the mortals call moonlight
Just know that your beauty brings tears to my eyes
Ill tear my life apart upon request to see your smile
Raindrops falling slowly, slowly through the night
Constantly reminding me of what was once my life
The life I tore apart just to see you smile
Now here I am left to die as you stride off into the night
Looking oh so lovely in the silver shine
I bleed to death upon the silver blades you trod upon
Expiring with happiness as I realize my life was well worth while just to see you smile
Oh yes my love this dying soul was well worth the while
Well worth while just to see you
Just to see your smile

OMG

THOSE ARE AMAZING!!!!!!!!!

My favorite two are Letters from the Dead and The Silver Masquerade.

Those are just amazing!!!