Unless It's Happened

Well I'm not sure if these HAVE to be Twilight-based, but if they do, I'll never post here again - because I hate any form of fanfiction and simply refuse to write it. Roleplaying does not count as a form of fanfiction. So here's my poem:

What's wrong? Why are you feeling bad? I want to know, I want to help, but you push me away. You say: "How can you help? You've never gone through this before. Stop wasting my time."

"How do you know what I have and have not been through? I know, however, that I haven't gone through that before. I have no way to relate, but that doesn't mean I cannot help. I can understand more than you know I can, even though I've never been through what you have.

Perhaps you ARE going crazy. Perhaps you ARE the only one going through that. But one thing is for sure, someone will ALWAYS understand. Someone will ALWAYS be able to help.

Unless It's Happened.

"What's wrong with you?" You ask. You sound so angry with me and I don't understand why. You're offended?! You say that I have no reason to cry. How do you know? I try to explain - so you can help me feel better, but all you do is start yelling at me about how much more miserable your life is - a misery competition.

This isn't what I wanted. But let me answer your questions:

All my life, I've tried to help those in emotional pain. But they've pushed me away. Because I can't relate. These people have trained me. They've trained me to be more observent. They've trained me to be sensitive over little things that don't matter in a desparate battle to relate to them - because helping them is even more important than any of my own pathetic needs.

YOU ARE THESE PEOPLE . . .

Repeat these stories to anyone who pushes you away or critisizes your tears.

A true story by Kaliana Ayako Ilayu Urako Siamo Tay. (kikory)

What's so wrong with hating fanfictions? They're so unoriginal and annoying. They mess with a story that isn't even theirs and take credit for it - even when they don't realize it. And they waste talent!

At least in roleplaying, it's just some silly thing. No credit taken, no wasted talent, kills writer's block . . . that kind of thing. But fanfictions are just lame. -.- they're different.

fanfictions are not PUBLISHED its not like ur actually stealing it so yeah you dont have to be like that

Well maybe you can just stop posting here. Try actually READING what I'm writing. Or just go away! I don't want to hear your put-downs when I JUST finished writing an emotional, well-thought rant about EXACTLY THE KIND OF PEOPLE YOU ARE!

Okay, I'm going to have to lock this forum. It's fine that kikory hates fan-fiction. That's her choice. Personally, I think her writing is great, so if you are going to post here, do so about her writing, not to tell her off. Missmack123, that was pretty much entirely out of line. So, I'm going to lock this, regardless. Think before you post, okay? Because sometimes what comes out sounds like total crap.